Waaaah! It's been forever I know. Babies! Children! Life!

Life.

Something tonight has prompted me to come back to this. Something I just feel as though I can't write about anywhere else.

Life lost too soon and in too silly and selfish a way.

A little over six months ago one of my dearest and oldest friends died from an accidental drug overdose. Yes, I'm still cross with him.

And I'm sad, really really sad.

I miss him every day but every now and then it just overwhelms me. I won't ever see him again. And we will never grow old together, which we had planned to do!

G and I met when we started kindy together at the age of 3. He was always a bit odd or maybe "half mad", just like Alice in the new Wonderland film, " All the best people are, you know".

A truly kindred spirit.

We went on to primary school together and it just felt like I'd always known him. He was a definite, a constant part of my life.

As adults I think we really came to appreciate each other and were better friends than ever before. G was the celebrant at my wedding and the godparent to my children. A stayer.

I wish.

It's funny you know, there's the cliche, "time heals all wounds". I don't think time is healing this one very well at all. In fact I feel as thought the more time that passes; the longer it is since I've seen him, since he has embraced me, since I have heard his voice.

Maybe more time is what's needed.

However much time is required to dull the pain, I know that the memory of a truly wonderful man will never be dulled. My children and I speak about G regularly and his influence on our lives and our hearts will always remain.

I miss you G. We all miss you.

going around and around in circles

Being unable to move with much speed or flexibility the last few weeks (my hips are killing me!) has left me with a whole lot of couch-sitting time. So i've been crocheting. I don't have wonderful skills so it has to be fairly simple. Going around and around in circles is pretty much right on the money as far as my days go - feeding, tidying up after and breaking up fights between my children (not to mention trying to come up with new and exciting ways to entertain them!) - repeat until bedtime. And in between crochet some circles!
This is just three different sized circles, using SWTC Oasis Soysilk and a 4mm hook. Easy peasy. I think this one is a birthday gift for a pretty lady i know.And now I've begun a baby blanket using exactly the same method except all the circles are the same size. I'm using whatever 8ply cotton I can find about the house. Round and round and round..........

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hmmmm......
Rustier than I thought. I'm finding myself in a not very bloggy state of mind. Being 36 and a half (yep, I'm feeling every day and every moment closer to my due date matters!!!) weeks pregnant in stupid hot weather doesn't seem to really be helping.
I think I stopped blogging mid last year as things started getting a bit hectic. My little sewing/etsy/market endeavour combined with kids just left me without the time to type and I have enough trouble getting my act together to take photos for etsy let alone for the blog. I just let it slide. Now that I've done with markets for the moment (I'm on "maternity leave") and my body just won't let me do very much I'm hoping I can pick it up again. A wee babe in a few weeks might throw a spanner in the works eh?
All I can do is try. I'm going to start by busting out the camera. I've got LOADS of un-photographed crafty treasures to show you!

the first

Ahem.
Okay, let me just clear away a few of the cobwebs. Aaah, there we are, it's been some time dear blog. Quite some time.
Lara reminded me recently that the last thing I'd posted about was poo. What must you all think of me? If indeed there are any of you?
So, it seems the first day of a new year is as good a place as any to try to resurrect my typing fingers and talk again to the internet at large. In fact I think it's quite a dandy place to start.
Um, so I've started. I'm going to have to do a bit better than this though aren't I? Maybe I'll come back tomorrow, the second say of the year, slightly less heat addled and do a better job. Yes, that's what I'll do. And I'll oil my typing fingers in preparation too, they're a little bit squeaky.

would you ever have imagined

that when a toddler eats a lot (like maybe 2 handfuls) of sultanas for aternoon tea, there will be grapes in her nappy the next morning? Yep, rehydrated sultanas..........

One of the little moments of joy peppered through my day!

oh my

well......

i am still alive. just lacking in words. so much has been happening and i really should be writing about it, it's exciting and i will want to be able to come back to read about it and reminisce at some point down the track...

my shop at etsy is slowly getting there, i just need to make sure i put in the effort that is needed to keep it all well updated and exciting looking, i really need to learn how to take better product photos.

i am also having a fortnightly stall with megan (aka platypus face!!) at the rose st market which is really fun. if you're nearby on a saturday, pop in and say hi! our next one is april 28th, and then every second saturday.

and as a result of all this shop keeping i have been sewing a lot. a lot!

i love my new bags, i bought some of lara's beautiful fabric recently and the bags i have made with it are fantastic, if i do say so myself.

sweet.

too hot, can't talk

Look at my cute baby instead.

golly

It's been a while, sorry. I'm such a lazy blogger. Think of it as my Christmas holidays since I don't actually get holidays.

So, what's been happening? Um, lots. Am I going to tell you all about it? Um, probably not. My memory is the proverbial sieve. I'll try to recall the large chunks and globs that didn't fall through the holes for you.

Oh yeah, I fell over, that was a good one. Finn and I were walking home from school on a Friday afternoon, I think it was the week before Christmas, I was admiring the beautiful artworks he was bringing home and wa-la! I stood in a hole. At first it was just a massive graze but by the middle of the next week the inside of my left ankle had a gigantic bruise and started to swell up. Turned out I tore the ligament, I had crutches (also known as crunches!) for Christmas. I'm fine now, thanks.

And I saw snow for the first time in real life, on December 27th!! In the middle of summer, so nutty! It snowed on the mountains on Christmas day and Boxing day so we all went for a drive up to the summit of Mt Donna Buang and lo and behold!

Somebody had even made some snowmen.



Um, what else? Oh, I sold my first purse on Etsy to a stranger! That's such a fantastic feeling! It's also a fantastic feeling to sell them or do some swaps with people i know or have met through Etsy but this one yesterday was just out of the blue! So very cool!

Okay, my memory is tired now, I'll come back again soon. And i'll try to be a bit less scattered, promise.

it's beginning to look a bit like christmas....

We put up a tree this weekend. A dead branch actually. We have a christmas tree in a pot but it gets a bit sad if we bring it inside for too long and Archer was desperate for some decorations. It looks a little bit sparse in this photo but we are slowly adding more, today we made a yo-yo garland and strung some coloured popcorn together. Gingerbread cookies are on the agenda too, just not today - it's too too hot to turn the oven on. We had better not put too much on it, what a disaster it would be if the whole thing toppled over....

straight stitch only

My usual sewing machine went berserk this week. So I have had to use the old Singer machine, it limits me to straight stitch. Luckily for me I can still make my quilted stuff. That's a red zippered purse I made this morning. I love it! This one has a dodgy zip so I will keep it for myself but I will so be making more of these.

And this one's for sale.

a great way to start the day

with a good ol' boogie.

Friday, wip

I believe that Friday is the day for showing off works in progress. This is what I have been working on today.
Bags.

I opened an Etsy shop yesterday, just on a whim, and I only have one thing to put into it. So the lonely bag needs friends.

I love this fabric so much. I found it under my Nana's house years ago and it was pretty ratty but I've kept it because I thought it was so beautiful. This was just the perfect project for it, I think I managed to cut around all the stains and tears successfully. The print is called 'Isadora'.

And that's all I can manage to say at this point, it's Friday and I'm tired. I'm going to sit down with a cup of tea and another wip, the knitting, and watch Collectors on the ABC at 8 o'clock.

And remember to vote tomorrow!

pleased and annoyed

I tidied my fabric today, I'm so pleased with myself. I think I mentioned not too long ago that this day would never come. It seems pigs fly too. Admittedly, it isn't the entire amount of fabric I own. This is just what was in the dining room making that corner look cluttered and ugly, that one up there...... and down there is how it looks now. Ask me in a week or so if still looks like that! I'll probably make up some big fat lie about how the kids got into the cupboard and pulled everything out....

I'm also annoyed with myself. I forgot to take the camera to the wedding on the weekend. So there aren't any photos. I'm slowly getting over it, but I was so cross when I realised in the car on the way to town.
It really was a beautiful night though, had a great time - Erin knows how to organise a good party! And believe it or not, Ivy stayed awake ALL night, until 11 o'clock or something crazy like that. But she had fun!

Holy Silkworms Batman!

Told you I'd get it finished......
It really is very beautiful. I just hope it fits!
So, the pattern is I do from Knitty , I used Debbie Bliss Pure Silk (beautiful but a bit painful) and 5mm Addi Turbo circular needles. All in all actually quite a fast knit, once I got going. There are a few areas in the pattern that could have been explained more thoroughly ( the increasing and decreasing for example) but if you are a knitter who can think and trust themselves to just make it up, not such a big problemo. Would I knit it again? No, I don't think so. But now I understand the shrug concept and construction I might make one with a different lace pattern. But probably not .
It's going to look beautiful on, with E's big red frock. I will have to make sure I get a photo!

because i could (should!) be knitting right now.

48 Things You Couldn't Care Less About

1. FIRST NAME?
Justine
2. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
The book, Justine. By Lawrence Durrell. I haven't read it. But my mum did.
3. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
Um, can't really remember- I cry all the time.
5. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCHMEAT?
Errr..... cheese.
6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
I hope so, I want more friends. I'm nice, honestly.
7. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL?
Nope, but this is a surrogate journal right?
8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
Yep.
9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
Nope.
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE CEREAL?
Porridge (also known as podgee at our house ) with brown sugar and cream.
11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
Rarely. I don't have many shoes with laces.
12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG?
Yes. I have given birth 3 times. That's tough, you need to be strong.
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE ICE CREAM FLAVOUR?
Green.
14. SHOE SIZE?
39.
15. RED OR PINK?
Do you mean red AND pink? Yes please.
16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVOURITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
I put things off until the last minute.
17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
My mum. She lives in Brisbane.
18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU?
Nope.
19. WHAT COLOUR PANTS, SHIRT AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
Black corduroy skirt, pink top and pink knee high socks with my beautiful pink shoes. It's a pink day today because the sky is very grey.
20. LAST THING YOU ATE?
Vegemite toast.
21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Quiet. I can hear the fish tank bubbling beside me but that's all. No small people demanding my attention- bliss.
22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?
Today, tickled pink.
23. FAVOURITE SMELL?
Babies.
24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Mum.
25. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE YOU ARE ATTRACTED TO?
No one thing with everyone, depends on the individual.
26. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON YOU STOLE THIS FROM?
As far as I can tell, she makes beautiful things!
27. FAVOURITE DRINK?
A good old cuppa thanks, no sugar, lots of milk. Although I have had a hankering for a nice Campari and orange juice lately.
28. FAVOURITE SPORT?
Nope.
29. EYE COLOUR?
Blue.
30. HAT SIZE?
Um, nope.
31. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
No.
32. FAVOURITE FOOD?
Christmas trifle.
33. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
If that's all I have to choose from - happy endings.
35. SUMMER OR WINTER?
I prefer the in betweens, spring and autumn. Growing up in Brisbane, they didn't really exist.
36. HUGS OR KISSES?
Hugs please.
37. FAVOURITE DESSERT?
See 32.
38. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Dunno.
39. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Really, I don't know.
40. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?
I have bookmarks in a few books. The most pressing is Dirt Music by Tim Winton, it's due back at the library soon.
41. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
Scribbles, thanks Archer!
42. WHAT DID YOU WATCH LAST NIGHT ON TV?
Tripping Over.
43. FAVOURITE SOUNDS?
Peace and quiet. And heavy rain on a corrugated iron roof.
44. ROLLING STONE OR BEATLES?
Beatles I suppose.
45. THE FURTHEST YOU'VE BEEN FROM HOME?
The Northern Territory
46. WHAT'S YOUR SPECIAL TALENT?
Waking up early and getting my children breakfast without complaining. Too much.
47. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
Mater Hospital, Brisbane. Funnily enough, where my first babe was born too.
48. WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
I pinched it from Shula. Thanks.

procrastination knitting

I have no idea why I do it. When I have something that actually needs finishing by a deadline (yes, Erin, this would be your shrug!) I start something else. Don't panic E, I am going to get it done but there was something stopping me getting it finished with lots of time to spare. It could be because it makes me swear. I had to un-knit a couple of rows lastnight. It's a pain to un-knit lace.
This little jacket on the other hand was mindless and knitted all in one piece with very minimal shaping or sewing up.

The pattern is from a recent Debbie Bliss book, sorry I'm not getting up to go and find it, that I borrowed from the library. I used Cleckheaton Merino Supreme I got from Clegs for $2.95 a ball (sweet!) instead of Cashmerino Aran. 5mm needles, in the largest size - 12-24months I think. Love that chocolatey brown.

And then in true procastinator fashion I have been baking a bit too. Lemon meringue cupcakes on Sunday and this one, ginger cheesecake yesterday. So i will only just manage to get things done in time and be bursting the seams on my clothes. Excellent.

i collect

I have way more pretty glasses than I will ever use, but I can't help it, I feel a compulsion to acquire more. I always head to the glassware first at the op shop. And I don't like plain ones. Just printed. I really enjoy deciding which one to use when I have a drink and I find it interesting to see which ones visitors pick to drink from.
I love my collection.

really big gloves

Not really.....it's oven mitts. I'm quite proud of them actually. I traced the swanky Gold Coast souvenir oven mitt we have in out kitchen and made these as a housewarming present for Ez. I'm so excited to be going to visit at their brand new house tomorrow! I'll be bringing presents!!

Thanks so much for all the positive comments on the idea of selling the quilted patchwork bags! I think I will try to get a stall at the Rose Street Markets in the new year. Megan and i are going to see if we can share one- her beautiful jewellery and my bright handbags! Cross your fingers for us that we can get this one off the ground..... we have been tossing ideas like this around for years now!

it looks like a marshmallow

I finally got around to making more labels to sew into my *finished things*. The lovely miss Megan made a screen for me at her work so that I can just print my name straight onto tape. So effective and so cheap. I ran out ages ago but was too lazy to make more. Now that I have, I wonder why? I just suppose I didn't feel like making a mess, which is funny when I think about it, mess is the state my house is constantly in. What's the harm in a little bit more? And after all that, I didn't even make a mess!

To celebrate new labels I made another quilted handbag. I'm pretty pleased with this one. For some reason, unknown to me, the red and blue thing is still going on. I seem to have lots of blues and reds stashed away with my huge mess of fabric and scraps. I really should sort through the whole lot and organise it so that I can easily know what I have. What am I saying? That's not gonna happen! I will forever be digging around in my suitcases and boxes and secret hideyholes full of material to find just the right ones, "Aha! There it is, I thought I still had some of that!"

Anyway, back to the bag- the handles are made from some of the woolen blanket I dyed a while ago and I think they are just so perfect. The colour is a bit mottled but they feel right.

The highlight though? That button, it looks like a marshmallow!

I can see more of these bags in my future, maybe I should start selling them? You should see inside- the inside looks almost as good as the outside. I'll get a picture to show you...

worn out

look at those guys! this was the state of things at our house by 8pm lastnight. on Mondays the boys are allowed to put their pyjamas on and stay up late to watch Mythbusters. they didn't last very long- two little snoring boys!

and our friendly parrot has started coming back! we know he's the same one who used to visit because he has a crooked toe. Archer calls him Carrot and he is so tame and inquisitive that if he were given the chance i think he would come inside the house. he's a beauty, isn't he?

that's all today really. lots of crafty happenings over the past few days but no piccies yet. it is just about time for a nana- nap. ha! i wish!